Sweet Child of Mine

Well what do you know? Its already coming to the end of the year. Time flies by real fast ya? Soooo soo so many things have happened this year. Both good & bad but at the same time, I have no regrets. Just lessons that I've learned. Being a new mummy, it was a "culture shock" for me. Late nights, little sleep, backaches, arguments with my hubby makes me feel like everything was going to take its toll very soon. Worst, I was the only one at home to take care of my son & it did got me freak out sometimes but Im just happy that I made it through. I used to be envious of my friends lifestyle,( which I still do a lil :)) which I was so used to. Hanging out with them, catching the latest movie, going shopping, clubbing or even something as simple as running my own errands, may be tough, no doubt abt it. But just looking at my son's face & seeing his face light up makes me realize that it was all worth it. All the sacrifices. Nothing else matters, all that just fades into oblivion. Cheers!

Look Closely

My son has a Facebook account!! Kids these days....

Missing It

How I miss goin on dates with my now hubby then boyfriend. The feeling of butterflies in my stomach, the natural glow one would have cuz of that happiness & d pitter patting of d heart. Not that Im complaining that marriage life is bad but having a kid now, things are different. Time is more focus on my son then the times we spend together. I miss receving those sweet sms's everyday & the phone calls all thru d nite( with me fallin asleep) The way we take effort in makin the first impression...gOsh! I miss everything. Like the first date....sigh... I was reading old messages on Friendster from my hubby trying to get to know me & it was the sweetest thing ever. I wish I could replay that moment once again & savour it very very slowly like a rich chocolate cake, never wanting those moments to end. The goosebumps I get when he attempts to put his arm around me. Well what can I say those were the days. It mite be over but it could just get better.

Reflections

I was watchin this programme abt The World's Smallest Kids & I cried. My heart goes out for this kids. They get tease for their small size & everything looks so intimidating to them. And that got me thinking. Herewe are, all perfectly able bodied & look at us. WE are so cope up in our own world. We get lazy & complacent. Some of us even selfish & arrogant. Have we ever been thankful for the times when we wake up knowing that we are able to see or even breathe without any difficulties?? We are more absorb about the latest fashion, the politics in the office or how GREAT life is for those stars & how we wannna be like them & have their luxuries. Yet, we fail to realize that we are already bless with the simple things we have in our life like family & friends for instance...so when will enough be enough for us??