Missing It

How I miss goin on dates with my now hubby then boyfriend. The feeling of butterflies in my stomach, the natural glow one would have cuz of that happiness & d pitter patting of d heart. Not that Im complaining that marriage life is bad but having a kid now, things are different. Time is more focus on my son then the times we spend together. I miss receving those sweet sms's everyday & the phone calls all thru d nite( with me fallin asleep) The way we take effort in makin the first impression...gOsh! I miss everything. Like the first date....sigh... I was reading old messages on Friendster from my hubby trying to get to know me & it was the sweetest thing ever. I wish I could replay that moment once again & savour it very very slowly like a rich chocolate cake, never wanting those moments to end. The goosebumps I get when he attempts to put his arm around me. Well what can I say those were the days. It mite be over but it could just get better.